Pills and Alcohol Are a Bad Combination

I was embarrassed to seek out a drug detox program for my nearly two decade addiction to pills and alcohol, but really it was necessary. My life was increasingly bleak and I was worried about a fatal overdose, the kind where you fall asleep and never wake up. Anna Nicole Smith’s death from pills about ten years ago should have been a wake up call, but it wasn’t because I justified by thinking that I never took that many drugs at once. Still, mixing these two substances is usually a fast path to a coffin and I knew I was flirting with disaster.

It started innocently enough with a back injury and a prescription for muscle relaxers. Continue reading »

This Simple Program Helped My Brother in a Big Way

I will never understand why people don’t make things more simple for themselves and everyone else when they no longer want to be in a relationship. If you’re unhappy, just break up and go away. My brother learned that his wife was cheating on him thanks to an Instagram password hack that he downloaded. It was a big help to him to use it. Prior to that, he had suspected that his wife was cheating, but he was unable to prove it. He was depressed and needed help.

My brother and I were talking about the situation for a few months. He said that he had seen too many hints that showed that something was going on. He tried to ask his wife about it, but she told him that he was crazy. Continue reading »

Getting off of Benzos Was Easier Than I Thought Possible for Me

Some of the medications used to treat serious mental conditions are addictive. Wow, that’s just what you want for people that are already having problems coping. An example is drugs used to treat anxiety. When it gets really bad, you might have panic attacks. Your doctor prescribes benzodiazepine drugs, and then you find yourself a couple of years later looking for benzo detox in Florida. Well, at least that is what happened to me.

I had no idea that the medications I was prescribed to treat my severe anxiety were addictive. I also did not know that I had an extremely addictive personality. My sister has been using prescribed benzos for years, and she is not having addiction problems. On the other hand, I smoked and couldn’t quit. That is a marker for addictive personalities. Continue reading »

Instead of regulating surrogacy, the indian government should regulate NTRO, security agencies

The indian government has introduced the surrogacy regulation act in parliament, claiming that it wishes to end the exploitation of women . However NTRO, security, CBI and other indian government employees are openly involved in far more exploitation, cheating, torture of harmless indian women wasting tax payer money , making completely fake allegations of national security.
When ntro employees are stealing the impressive resume, investment of a harmless single woman engineer without a court order or legally valid reason to get their mediocre lazy greedy cheater girlfriends,relatives, lucrative R&AW/CBI/indian intelligence jobs with monthly salary, is it not exploitation, can the indian government explain in an open debate
At least the surrogate mother is compensated financially, when the resume, investment of an experienced engineer is stolen by indian government employees,abusing their powers, she does not get any kind of compensation for the money and opportunities, social status she is losing

Google, tata extremely vicious in slandering indian paypal account holders

To destroy competition, acquire talent and technology cheaply google, tata are allegedly extremely dishonest and vicious in slandering harmless indian paypal account holders, bribing local intelligence and security agency employees to stalk, defame and torture them all over india . Few can imagine the extreme dishonesty of the tata , google and other indian internet companies in making up fake stories defaming harmless indian paypal account holders and falsely claiming that goan sex workers, cheater housewives and other frauds are online experts.
The google, tata employees are extremely convincing, confident and charming frauds, duping a large number of people, companies and countries that goan sex workers and other frauds are online experts, domain investors when none of these women have done any work online at all and are least interested in doing any work online in future also.
This extremely unethical behaviour of google, tata and others in slandering harmless indian citizens, wasting indian tax payer money, should be known worldwide , so that others are not duped

J&K police file an FIR against the army for killing

Though the mainstream media does not usually carry any negative news about the government, because they get a lot of advertisements, a newspaper in Goa reported that an FIR had been filed against the army for killing a civilian in Jammu and Kashmir. Earlier the army had boasted that it had killed an intruder , however it was later found that a civilian Shawkat Hussain had been killed, indicating that the army and security agency employees are quick to label any person as intruder, Pakistani agent and attack the person, without verifying whether the information that they have is correct.
Only after the death of the person, an investigation is conducted to analyze the victim, and then the mistake of the army employee is discovered. The army employee will get his salary, pension, the life of an innocent citizen is lost. In Jammu & Kashmir, the police are reporting to the local government of Mehbooba Mufti, which is well known for considering the grievances of the Kashmiris , however in other states, few will register complaints against central government employees for their atrocities.

Indian men think that molesting, sexually exploiting women is their birthright

The molestation of the malyali actress bhavana again highlighted the fact that indian men think that molesting, sexually exploiting a woman is their birthright, however wealthy or high profile she may be. The drivers and their associates who molested the actress may be inspired by the google, tata, NTRO, CBI, security agency employees who have sexually harassed a harmless single woman engineer, domain investor for more than 7 years wasting a huge amount of indian tax payer money.
Led by the fraud ntro employee puneet, these officials are threatening to file fake cases against the harmless engineer, if she does not allow them to falsely claim that their sex partners and relatives , lazy frauds are doing work online.
The woman has not broken any rule at all, and if the NTRO, CBI, and other government employees were really honest, they would leave her alone. However these government employees want to enjoy free sex, so they are defaming the domain investor as an idle fool and falsely claiming that their sex partner R&AW employees, lazy fraud friends and relatives are doing the work online, to get a salary and great powers.
If extremely powerful CBI, NTRO and government employees treat educated women so badly and think that getting sex bribes is their birthright, how can indian women to expect less educated men like drivers to behave properly . Sunil, Robin and other 5 men molesting the malayali actress bhavana are probably inspired by the powerful google, tata, cbi, ntro and other government employees falsely promoting goan call girl R&AW employees sunaina, siddhi as online experts because they offer sex bribes.
How are these google, tata, cbi, ntro and security agency employees promoting call girls, nayanshree associates sexually harassing single women different from the drivers Sunil, Robin and other 5 men molesting the 30 year old malayali actress Bhavana

Google bribes indian government employees to hold competitors as virtual prisoners

In most countries like France and Indonesia, the government is imposing penalties on google for tax evasion, monopolies and violating other laws, while in India, the indian government is wasting a huge amount of indian tax payer money to hold harmless google competitors as virtual prisoners to increase the profit of google greatly. The extremely dishonest corrupt fraud Indian intelligence and security agencies are making completely fake allegations without any proof at all, against a harmless google competitor for more than 6 years, to divert and steal all her correspondence without a court order or legally valid reason.
The google competitor, a harmless domain investor finds that all her leads, orders are stolen, by indian intelligence and security agencies who have been bribed by google to do so, falsely claiming national security , and she is unable to communicate with anyone .
So though there are no physical restrictions on her activities, the engineer and google competitor is held a virtual prisoner, as she cannot communicate with anyone else freely as her correspondence is diverted to the 10 lazy greedy google, tata sponsored fraud indian intelligence employees who never answered JEE, yet are faking a btech 1993 ee degree to get a monthly indian government salary.

Was Google responsible for arrest of Anubhav Mittal, socialtrade.biz

Google is ruthless in ensuring that the entire online marketing budget of any business owner, is spent only on Google adwords and in India it has been allegedly ruthless in destroying competition with the help of powerful corrupt officials in Indian intelligence and security agencies. At first glance, the socialtrade.biz model appears to be perfectly legitimate, as there are a large number of paid to click, paid to like and similar GPT, PTC websites worldwide for more than 15 years, and they are known to be competing with google adwords.

Ultimately google adwords and socialtrade.biz have the same aim, increasing the number of visitors to a particular website. For many keywords, the price of a visitor from google will be more than the Rs 10, allegedly charged by socialtrade.biz for a facebook like. Instead of spending their money on Google adwords, only to get nothing in return (other than visitors to their website), small business owners may have preferred socialtrade.biz, where they are paid daily, getting website visitors, and also getting their money back after a year (according to the investors, documents).

So the cunning google employees or their associates allegedly had two investors file a complaint and the national media cover the fraud in great detail, to ruin the reputation of the company, owner forever as few people will invest money in future in a company that has negative media reports. Whether socialtrade.biz could afford to pay all the investors the money promised can be confirmed only after checking the financial records of the company, however at first glance, it appears that a large number of companies are using the same business model for social media marketing worldwide , except for the initial investment required by socialtrade.biz.

Unlike ED, NTRO extremely liberal regarding love affairs of their employees

The newspapers reported that Manoj Kumar, assistant director of ED was suspended when photos and videos of him with the wife Subhra Kundu , wife of Rose Valley scam accused Gautum Kundu in hotel were made available. However it appears that only ED is strict about the love affairs of their employees and is taking action against them.
Senior NTRO employees are openly involved in a sex scandal which has become world famous, and these ntro, cbi employees are falsely claiming that the women who are having sex with them, or their well connected girlfriends who never answered JEE, were their btech 1993 ee classmate to get their girlfriends, sex partners, lucrative R&AW/CBI/indian intelligence jobs . The news of the sex fraud has been published worldwide, however the ntro officials are turning a blind eye to the sex, resume theft fraud which has continued for more than 7 years.

Unlike ED, NTRO is least bothered about their reputation, and tolerates the endless sex, cheating frauds of their employees and no action is taken against their employees who continue with their lies and torrid love affairs, abusing their powers to destroy the life of harmless indian citizens.

Living Close to My Parents Again is Great

I was so happy when my parents moved back to Forestville. I had wanted to move there myself because it is where I was the happiest in all my life, but I knew that I would have a hard time there by myself. When my mom told me they were going to retire there, I immediately started to look at apartments in Forestville MD because I wanted to be there with them. I knew that I needed my own place though because I have a four year old son, which is why I needed to be close to someone who could help me with him.

Prior to moving there, I had lived in Pennsylvania close to my aunt and uncle, who had helped me with him. There is no one quite like Mom and Dad though, and they were just as thrilled as I was that I was going to be moving closer to them too. Continue reading »

Sexual exploitation of women rampant in the indian internet sector

Large internet companies like google, tata and NTRO employees like puneet, j srinivasan, vijay are largely responsible for the rampant sexual exploitation of women in the indian internet sector. Google, tata, NTRO, CBI, R&AW employees for the last 7 years are involved in a major sex, cheating online fraud falsely claiming that goan call girls having sex with them, well connected cheater housewives and other frauds are online experts, domain investors to get all these frauds lucrative R&AW, CBI, indian intelligence jobs with monthly salary at the expense of the real domain investor, paypal account holder who has to do all the work, spend all the money and is getting nothing.
For example NTRO employees have given great powers to the google, tata sponsored goan gsb fraud call girl R&AW employee diploma holder siddhi mandrekar falsely claimind that siddhi, the goan gsb fraud is an online expert and domain investor (owning this website) when actually the goan gsb fraud R&AW employee siddhi mandrekar does not do any work online at all, and does not invest any money online on domain names and websites at all. Her social media postings also indicate that she is spending all her free time enjoying herself at picnics, pubs, nightclubs in goa and elsewhere.However the goan gsb fraud diploma holder siddhi mandrekar has powerful relatives, friends and sex partners in NTRO, CBI, security agencies who are shamelessly abusing their powers to make completely fake claims that siddhi, their sex partner is doing work online, to give the goan gsb fraud siddhi a monthly R&AW salary and great powers like stealing all the correspondence of the real domain investor.
Thus because the goan gsb fraud diploma holder R&AW employee siddhi mandrekar is offering SEX Bribes to top intelligence and security agency officials she has got great powers in the indian internet sector, intelligence agencies , though she has no experience, no investment online or offline, while the real domain investor, obc single woman engineer impersonated by siddhi and 9 other indian intelligence employees has not got anything despite spending a large amount of time and money, because all posts are reserved for the sex partners, relatives and friends of top indian intelligence and security agency officials. Women who are not married and do not offer sex bribes to indian government employees are systematically denied the income and opportunities they deserved in the indian internet sector, despite spending a lot of time and money.

Fake allegations, a very lucrative racket for CBI, ntro, intelligence and security agency officials

Indian intelligence and security agency officials are involved in a very lucrative racket of falsely labelling harmless indian citizens as a security threat without any proof at all, especially if they are bribed by large corporates like google, tata with jobs for their sex partners, relatives and friends . The fake allegations are used to destroy the life, reputation, finances of a harmless citizen, deny the person his or her fundamental rights to privacy and to earn a fair living , while the indian government employees making the fake allegations, cannot be identified, do not have to provide any proof, despite wasting a huge amount of indian tax payer money harassing and torturing a harmless indian citizen for more than 6 years.
These arrogant cunning indian intelligence and security agency employees are then expecting their victim to quietly tolerate all their atrocities for the rest of their life. However there is no reason why an educated indian citizen should tolerate the lies and fraud of cunning indian intelligence and security agency employees for the rest of her life, when these fraud indian government employees do not have the honesty or courage to defend their lies in an open debate, despite putting their innocent victim under surveillance for nearly 7 years wasting a huge amount of indian tax payer money

When these incompetent dishonest indian government employees cannot find any proof after 6 years, their victim, has the right to lead a normal life like other indian citizens, and prevent the misuse of her name by corrupt indian intelligence and security agency officials

CBI, NTRO, R&AW falsely claiming goan obc bhandari R&AW employee sunaina chodnekar, SEX worker is an engineer

In one of the greatest SEX frauds in India, allegedly bribed by google, tata , CBI, NTRO, R&AW are falsely claiming goan obc bhandari R&AW employee sunaina chodnekar,2013 bsc from goa, SEX worker who has SEX with top indian government employees, is an engineer to give the google, tata sponsored goan call girl a R&AW job and monthly R&AW salary.
It can be easily proved that the google, tata sponsored goan obc bhandari SEX worker R&AW employee sunaina chodnekar has never studied engineering in her life, has no connection with engineering except having regular SEX with powerful NTRO employees with the help of her pimp ntro employee J srinivasan, who then give fake references of a btech 1993 ee degree to the goan SEX worker sunaina, so that the sex worker will get a monthly R&AW salary at the expense of their real btech 1993 ee classmate.
Though france has a population of only 66 million and indian population is nearly twenty times the french population, india has import Airbus and Rafale aircraft from France because CBI, NTRO, R&AW, indian government falsely claim that google, tata sponsored SEX workers like sunaina, siddhi, with no engineering experience are experienced engineers to give them top government jobs. CBI,
NTRO, R&AW, indian government do not realize that having sex with powerful men and fake references will not make call girls and other frauds experienced engineers overnight, these women will remain sex , cheating experts and india will continue to waste engineering talent, importing from far smaller countries like france, israel, which do not officially falsely claim that call girls , frauds are engineers from top engineering colleges in the country

Cuemath only hiring married women, openly discriminating

Indian society in general, intelligence and security agencies in particular, are extremely prejudiced against single women, and unmarried women are the greatest targets of powerful intelligence and security agency officials who are making completely fake allegations without any proof at all to destroy the reputation and life of the innocent person. These indian government employees are getting their monthly salary and pension, yet they are not asked to compensate the woman whose life they have destroyed with their completely fake allegations.
In an indication of the extreme prejudice against single women in large metro cities in particular, cuemath which is advertising extensively online, had explicitly indicated in an ad in times of India that only married women should apply for a job. Google has invested in Cuemath according to media reports, indirectly hinting that Google is supporting the attitude of openly discriminating against women who are not married.
This indicates a disturbing trend in India society as it becomes more conservative and intolerant, unmarried or single women are treated as second class citizens unlike european countries where the marital status of a woman is purely a private matter. It clearly indicates that indian intelligence agencies especially CBI are extremely regressive, forcing women to get married if they want access to opportunities, not realizing the fact that it may be very difficult for some women to find a suitable person to get married to.
It is an open case of discrimination against women based on their marital status, unmarried women are denied opportunities and income they deserved on the basis of their education, experience, work ethic in India in 2017, while married women are pampered and given opportunities they do not deserve.

Ironically most of the greatest scientist and mathematicians in the world whose theories and laws are taught today like Sir Isaac Newton were never married , yet in the extremely intolerant and regressive India of 2017 , only married women are considered to be suitable for teaching mathematics

Surveillance used to plan and carry out theft in panaji, goa

Tata, google, are allegedly bribing the extremely corrupt intelligence and security agency officials to make fake allegations against a harmless google competitor, to put her under surveillance, so that google, tata and their associates can steal whatever they want from any house of the domain investor, without being detected and without fear. When the google competitor is out of the house, or out of the state, these officials are entering the house and stealing the coins.
These officials have already stolen a large part of the retirement savings of the google competitor without a court order or legally valid reason to cause great financial losses, yet are like animals without humanity,as they are doing everything possible to cause losses.
The latest theft of the gang of criminal indian government employees in panaji, goa on the payroll of google, tata is the theft of some united state coins from a home in miramar, campal, panaji, goa as the tata, google officials are not satisfied with stealing the retirement savings, resume, correspondence of the engineer for goan sex workers, frauds, they are repeatedly entering her house to steal whatever small items which are kept there, as they waste crores of rupees of indian tax payer money to make the domain investor penniless.
Most countries are protecting their local companies against Google, however India is the only country in the world where millions of dollars of tax payer money are wasted to increase the profit of a US company like google, though millions of indian citizens are starving, and die due to lack of money.,

Goan obc bhandari R&AW employee sunaina and associates involved in more theft in Campal,Panaji

The slim google, tata sponsored goan obc bhandari call girl R&AW employee sunaina chodnekar 2013 bsc is not satisfied with the monthly R&AW salary that she has been gifted by google, tata, her sex partners in NTRO, CBI for having sex with them, falsely claiming to have a btech 1993 ee degree, periodically goan obc bhandari sex worker R&AW employee sunaina chodnekar and her associates are also stealing items like collectibles from the home of the obc engineer, domain investor whose resume they have stolen to get the sex worker sunaina a monthly R&AW salary.
Some valuables of the mother of the obc engineer were kept in a plastic bag, and they were all stolen by the google, tata sponsored goan sex worker R&AW employee sunaina chodnekar 2013 bsc, who shameless fraud NTRO officials led by j srinivasan falsely claim was their btech 1993 ee classmate to get the goan call girl a R&AW job for lifetime free SEX.
It indicates the fraud sex starved NTRO officials in panaji, goa they are falsely claiming that a google, tata sponsored goan sex worker sunaina 2013 bsc who never answered JEE has a btech 1993 ee degree to give her great powers., NTRO officials are not satisfied with stealing the resume, retirement savings of their btech 1993 EE classmate for goan call girls and other frauds, they are also breaking into her house and stealing whatever little remains like few United states coins.

Looking for help to find out the names, designation of the NTRO,intelligence, security agency officials involved in the theft of united states coins from a home in campal , panaji, goa . There is no sign of breakin in the house, these officials have duplicate keys . Surveillance, mind reading is used to find the exact location of the coins so that these indian government employees can steal the coins quickly without being detected. It clearly indicates how ruthless the officials on the payroll of google, tata are, in looting the domain investor in panaji, goa


ALLEGEDLY BRIBED by google, tata india is the only country in the world which officially claims that GOAN SEX WORKERS having sex with top indian government officials, fraud relatives and friends of top NTRO, CBI indian government officials, who do not spend any money on domain names are the top domain investors to waste indian tax payer money paying them a monthly salary while ruthlessly defaming, cheating and exploiting the real domain investor.
Looking for names, designation of the google, tata, NTRO, CBI officials who are falsely claiming that goan sex workers, frauds are online experts, domain investors. Any proof like videos, photos, correspondence

Youtuber Crazy Sumit emulating NTRO officials J srinivasan,goan gsb fraud R&AW/CBI employees riddhi siddhi mandrekar

The indian mainstream media repeatedly carried the news of Youtube member Crazy Sumit, Sumit Kumar Singh, who was circulating videos of women being kissed without their permission , and he was allegedly rewarded with Rs 70000 by Google for sexual harassment. Delhi resident Crazy Sumit is only following the footsteps of powerful fraud NTRO officials like j srinivasan, puneet, vijay, goan gsb fraud R&AW/CBI employees like diploma holder call girl siddhi mandrekar, housewife extortionist riddhi nayak who looks like kangana ranaut, who are also making videos, photos of women without their permission and circulating them wasting indian tax payer money for more than 6 years.
Google, tata have allegedly bribed the indian government, and employees like siddhi mandrekar, riddhi nayak to make and circulate videos of a google competitor, india’s largest female domain investor to ruin her reputation. However unlike crazy sumit, who was questioned by the police, no one is questioning the google, tata sponsored goan gsb fraud R&AW/CBI employees riddhi nayak, siddhi mandrekar, why they are wasting so much tax payer money to make and circulate videos of a harmless private citizen with no powers.
Who is the government employee who has ordered R&AW/CBI goan gsb fraud employees riddhi siddhi to make and circulate videos of a private citizen, what is the criteria for selecting a particular citizen for making videos, how are these women different from Crazy Sumit, Sumit Kumar singh and his associate Satyajit Kandyan

Fake cases a brilliantly evil strategy of tata, google

Now it has become clear that the completely fake cases of the associates of tata, google, against a harmless innocent google competitor and india’s largest female domain investor, were a brilliantly evil strategy of a cunning official to destroy her life, career, and exploit her for the rest of her life. The crooked tata, google officials were aware of the fact that their associates had no legally valid proof at all, however the shameless frauds puneet, j srinivasan, vijay and others would blindly believe the complete lies of the google, tata associates, officials, and reward them for making the fake allegations against their classmate who they hated a lot. These officials would also waste tax payer money and repeat the lies like parrots.
These cunning officials expected the engineer and domain investor to quietly tolerate the exploitation and defamation for the rest of her life, after they had made up fake stories. While more than 4 years of the life of the engineer were wasted because of the fraud of google, tata, puneet, j srinivasan, vijay, now the engineer realizes that there is no reason why she should tolerate the exploitation, only because shameless fraud google, tata officials made completely fake allegations against her without any proof at all.
The experienced engineer does not require any kind of help from anyone, and is not obliged to anyone at all, all the frauds like puneet, vijay, j srinivasan, who are pretending to “help”, actually hate her, and want to destroy her life . For 16 years as an engineer and small business owner, she never had any contract related dispute, just because some tata, google sponsored blackmailers and extortionists made completely fake allegations without proof and are not willing to provide any details to her, why should she tolerate the exploitation, cheating for the rest of her life.
Till date she has not authorized anyone to take any decisions on her behalf and cannot be held responsible for people making fake claims, misusing her name